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从执念到释怀:一份优秀名单带来的感悟

在单位的日常匆匆里,公示栏往往是容易被忽视的存在。但今天,我的目光却被它牢牢吸引,因为上面的优秀人员名单中出现了我的名字。看到它的瞬间,复杂的情绪如潮水般涌上心头,这简单的几个字,勾起的是一段漫长而曲折的心路。

2023年5月,一场手术让我的生活发生了巨大转折。那时的我,身体和精神都陷入了低谷。在康复的艰难日子里,这份优秀名单曾经是我心中的一根刺。在生病之前,我对工作满怀热忱,一心追求着各种认可,优秀的称号对我来说是至高无上的荣誉。然而,当躺在病床上,生命在生死边缘徘徊时,一切都变得不一样了。我开始反思,那些曾经让我执着的东西,真的有那么重要吗?躺在ICU病床上醒来的那一刻,我感受到了生命的脆弱与无常,也就在那时,我立下了做3000件善事的宏愿。从那以后,我的生活重心逐渐发生了改变,曾经对优秀的执念慢慢淡去,我更关注的是如何去帮助他人,去传递温暖和善意。

当我再次看到这份优秀名单时,心中已经没有了往日的波澜。没有喜悦,也没有悲伤,有的只是一种深深的平静和释然。这份名单,不再是一种压力,而是成为了我过去努力的见证。它让我明白,我曾经为老年人体检付出的一切,那些早起的清晨,那些耐心解答老人疑问的时刻,那些奔波在各个社区的日子,都没有被辜负。院领导干部的认可,让我感到一丝欣慰,这是对我工作的肯定,也是对我过去努力的尊重。

这份认可也让我思考起工作和人生的意义。工作不仅仅是为了获得物质回报和荣誉,更是为了实现自我价值,为社会做出贡献。在为老年人服务的过程中,我看到了他们对健康的渴望,对关怀的需求。每一次帮助他们完成体检,每一次给予他们温暖的问候,都让我感受到自己的工作是有意义的。而现在,这份优秀名单成为了我继续前行的动力,它激励着我要以更优秀的姿态去面对未来的工作和生活。

在未来的日子里,我会继续践行自己做善事的承诺。我会把这份对他人的关爱融入到日常工作中,无论是为老年人提供健康服务,还是帮助身边的同事解决问题。我相信,真正的优秀不在于一个称号,而在于内心的善良和对他人的付出。我会以更加平和的心态去面对工作中的挑战和机遇,把每一个任务都当作是一次成长的机会,把每一次帮助他人的经历都当作是生命中的宝贵财富。

回顾过去,我从一个对优秀有着强烈执念的人,变成了一个更注重内心成长和帮助他人的人。这份优秀名单,就像是一个转折点,见证了我的蜕变。它让我明白,人生的价值不在于外界的认可,而在于我们如何去对待他人,如何去充实自己的内心。未来的路还很长,我会带着这份感恩和领悟,继续前行,以优秀的姿态书写属于自己的人生篇章,用善良和爱去温暖这个世界。



From Obsession to Letting Go: Insights Brought by an Excellence List

In the daily hustle and bustle of the workplace, the public notice board is often an overlooked presence. But today, my eyes were firmly drawn to it because my name appeared on the list of outstanding employees. The moment I saw it, complex emotions welled up like a tide. These simple words evoked a long and tortuous journey of the heart.

In May 2023, a surgical operation brought about a huge turning point in my life. At that time, both my body and spirit were at a low ebb. During the difficult days of recovery, this list of outstanding employees was once a thorn in my heart. Before I got sick, I was full of enthusiasm for my work and was always striving for various recognitions. The title of "outstanding" was the highest honor for me. However, when lying on the hospital bed, with life hanging on the edge of life and death, everything changed. I began to reflect: were those things I had been so obsessed with really that important? The moment I woke up in the ICU, I felt the fragility and impermanence of life. At that very moment, I made a grand vow to do 3,000 good deeds. Since then, the focus of my life gradually shifted. My former obsession with being outstanding slowly faded away, and what I paid more attention to was how to help others and spread warmth and kindness.

When I saw this list of outstanding employees again, there were no longer the waves of the past in my heart. There was no joy, nor sadness, only a deep sense of calm and relief. This list was no longer a pressure but a testimony to my past efforts. It made me understand that all the efforts I had put into the physical examinations for the elderly, those early mornings, those moments of patiently answering the old people's questions, and those days of running around in various communities had not been in vain. The recognition from my former leaders and cadres made me feel a little relieved. This is an affirmation of my work and a respect for my past efforts.

This recognition also made me think about the meaning of work and life. Work is not just about obtaining material rewards and honors but also about realizing self - value and contributing to society. In the process of serving the elderly, I saw their eagerness for health and their need for care. Every time I helped them complete a physical examination and every time I gave them a warm greeting, I felt that my work was meaningful. Now, this list of outstanding employees has become the driving force for me to move forward. It inspires me to face future work and life with an even more outstanding attitude.

In the days to come, I will continue to fulfill my promise of doing good deeds. I will integrate this love for others into my daily work, whether it is providing health services for the elderly or helping colleagues around me solve problems. I believe that true excellence does not lie in a title but in the kindness of the heart and the dedication to others. I will face the challenges and opportunities in my work with a more peaceful mindset, regard every task as an opportunity for growth, and every experience of helping others as a precious asset in life.

Looking back, I have transformed from a person with a strong obsession with being outstanding into someone who pays more attention to inner growth and helping others. This list of outstanding employees is like a turning point, witnessing my transformation. It makes me understand that the value of life does not lie in external recognition but in how we treat others and how we enrich our inner selves. The road ahead is still long. I will carry this gratitude and understanding and continue to move forward, writing my own life chapter with an outstanding attitude, and warming the world with kindness and love.

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访客 2025-03-12 19:43:02
继续加油,努力,看好你。
访客 2025-03-12 19:48:32
你一直很优秀!不忘初心,继续前行!
访客 2025-03-12 19:53:23
你是最棒的,相信自己,你能做到!加油!加油
访客 2025-03-12 20:18:02
厉害👍🏻
访客 2025-03-12 22:50:22
加油,再接再厉
访客 2025-03-14 00:01:32
恭喜自牧好兄弟荣获年度优秀员工的称号!这份荣誉是你用专业、责任和奉献精神浇灌出的硕果。无论是日常工作中的细致入微,还是面对患者时的耐心温暖,你都用实际行动诠释出一名称职社区卫生工作者的使命担当。这份表彰实至名归,更是对你扎根本职岗位、守护病患健康的真诚褒奖。
愿你继续以这份热忱为火种,在平凡的岗位上绽放不平凡的光芒。期待看到你带动更多同行者,为社区筑起一道坚实的健康屏障。前路漫漫亦灿灿,请继续保持这份赤子之心,做为你的好朋友,我会永远为你喝彩!
Howard 2025-03-14 05:46:59
谢谢你的支持 看到你的留言 我会继续走自己立下的誓言之路
张哥 2025-12-06 01:04:17
执着于榜,淡然心得;心境蜕变,眼界自开。
幽冥心思 2026-01-01 01:34:27
执念终释怀,标准启感悟可贵。
流云溪士 2026-01-03 12:52:56
执念因名单松动,释怀后豁然新境。
流云溪士 2026-01-12 02:02:42
因执念困于名单,终释怀方知优秀本多元。
流云溪士 2026-01-15 01:36:41
名榜萦心终豁然,人生新境轻盈。
闲云野士 2026-01-15 03:43:35
执念经名单终释怀,方知优秀不止于名。
天下太平 2026-01-17 06:04:14
执念深深困于心,名单悟后心自解。
闲云野士 2026-01-18 14:05:57
未入优秀名单,走出执念,终得释怀感悟方得心自宽。
天下太平 2026-01-19 04:41:02
心存执念终释怀,豁然通透矣。
谢哥 2026-01-19 11:23:12
执念因名单终释怀方知放下心宽
建哥 2026-01-21 11:39:41
执念放下,终得释怀,缘因名单,心渐自宽。
流云溪士 2026-01-21 13:35:00
一纸名榜困执念,淡然释怀感悟生。
天下太平 2026-01-21 21:17:00
困于执念,名单如镜;豁然释怀,方得通透。

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